Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Thought of the Day
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination; happiness is to be found along the way not at the end of the road, for then the journey is over and it's too late. The time for happiness is today not tomorrow" -- Paul H. Dunn.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
He called...
" I love you.."
" Did you get struck by lightning? Why the sudden change in attitude?"
"No...i got bird shit on my head.."
" Did you get struck by lightning? Why the sudden change in attitude?"
"No...i got bird shit on my head.."
Monday, January 19, 2009
Broken Pieces
We slept apart.. We woke up apart..We didnt kiss goodbye when i went to work.. We didnt message one another at work.. We didnt call one another..We ate in silence.. we are apart tonight..
No words can express how remorseful i am.. for what i did..
I sat on the knee of a guy friend..i wrote words with my butt .. i made the birthdaw boy drink for all the times he made us drink till we go bonkus..
I have hurt the one who loves me who thinks im fooling around behind his back..
He saw my perched on a guy's lap and he thinks i have slept with him!
I felt so offended but who am i to be angry?
I have been truthful to him in all things that i do.. im sorry i did wrong and i may have to pay dearly for my brainless action ..for sitting on a guy's knee!
I dont blame him..
He has every right to be angry..
I would have been mad too if i were him.
Im just waiting for him to say we're through..
a Girl posted all my crazy pictures on facebook..needless to say, my bf would get even more furious.
I cried last night as i lay next to him..with his back facing me..
i cried this afternoon at work when i felt overwhelmed at work and i didnt have him to call
i cried in the garden when i got out of his car..when he said he doesnt need me to stay over
im crying now..as im typing this because im losing someone so dear to me.
I used to use the words" break up" so freely but he thought me a lesson that i'll never forget..
and i swore never to use those words again
and now i've learnt my lesson..there may not be a second chance again..
I used to be really full of pride! and i'll never allow myself to wallow in tears and self pity...
what have i become..
i think i have come to a point whereby i love him more than he loves me..
can i be with someone who loves me lesser?
No words can express how remorseful i am.. for what i did..
I sat on the knee of a guy friend..i wrote words with my butt .. i made the birthdaw boy drink for all the times he made us drink till we go bonkus..
I have hurt the one who loves me who thinks im fooling around behind his back..
He saw my perched on a guy's lap and he thinks i have slept with him!
I felt so offended but who am i to be angry?
I have been truthful to him in all things that i do.. im sorry i did wrong and i may have to pay dearly for my brainless action ..for sitting on a guy's knee!
I dont blame him..
He has every right to be angry..
I would have been mad too if i were him.
Im just waiting for him to say we're through..
a Girl posted all my crazy pictures on facebook..needless to say, my bf would get even more furious.
I cried last night as i lay next to him..with his back facing me..
i cried this afternoon at work when i felt overwhelmed at work and i didnt have him to call
i cried in the garden when i got out of his car..when he said he doesnt need me to stay over
im crying now..as im typing this because im losing someone so dear to me.
I used to use the words" break up" so freely but he thought me a lesson that i'll never forget..
and i swore never to use those words again
and now i've learnt my lesson..there may not be a second chance again..
I used to be really full of pride! and i'll never allow myself to wallow in tears and self pity...
what have i become..
i think i have come to a point whereby i love him more than he loves me..
can i be with someone who loves me lesser?
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