Scattered thoughts

weekend is over again! and i did absolutely nothing today. i just ate and laze..
and now im dreading to turn in..cos that would be the end to my weekend and it would be hello! again dreadful work
i should be feeling fortunate that i still have a job .. the banking sector is truely unpredictable and we know nought which is the next bank to be X-ed! as long as the credit/mortgage crisis in US does not stabilize, the banks are going to face further write downs and how much buffer does a bank have to counter?
The job market is so bad right now.. there's now a flux of bankers and a freeze to most bank's headcount. A recession is on the cards and i wonder whats going to happen...
i definately cant be without a job.
i have too many obligations and i thought i could finally start saving for my future when my bonus comes in..tough luck i guess..

Coddie is sleeping on my bed with me tonight...as she lay beside me , i put my arm under her head and whispered into her ear.."remember? this was how i hugged u to sleep when u were a puppy"..
i love her..and she just turned 7 human years on sept 15. large breed dog normally has a shorter life span than small dogs..and its an average span of 10years..which means coddie foddy doddie only has 3 yrs to go...**bawL**
no no..coddie is chang ming bai sui!

i signed up for standard chartered's half marathon..what did i get myself into!!!!
i could have done 10km..why on earth did i sign up for 21km!
i guess i wanted a challenge..but i think im just going to puncture..
oh no...i dont have a right frame of mind and positivity for this..shucks!
i ran 3 km on wed and 6 km on thurs..and that thurs, i almost "pun chek"!

Sat was gooood...i went to Bukit Timah to do my off trail cycling with darling!
he got a flat halfway through..thank god we had a spare tube and anyhow the hole of the tube was too big to patch..that must have been a hard bash on a rock when he went down hill..

okay..its 12 midnight now...i have to get some shut eye..
another week of emails...