its exactly a year since i started my relationship. Today is our 1 year anniversary and he is currently in Taiwan on his reservist training.
I wished him this morning...and he did too...
after that, not a call...till now.. its 9:08 pm. i told him this afternoon and even in my sms to him earlier that i missed him and i hope to hear from him soon.
nothing...
maybe i shldnt be frowning so hard upon myself and making myself feel so bad..
somehow this has numb my feelings earlier.
no doubt his busy planning and whatever...
but it wasnt hard at all to have short 1 min conversation like we had for the past 1.5 wks.
at least i realised how lil' significance this day is to him.
now i know why im always the one wishing him all these mths..and never once he wished me first
no doubt to many this is a minor petty thing and the way im feeling right now is probably overly exagerated.
but! seriously its the little things that count..
the little thoughts.
i never been a difficult person to have in a relationship..
i wonder if im going to end up hurt
so many horror stories around me involving my friends being hurt by their husbands, bf..why are men all like that?
im nt sure if im going to pick up his phone later...
im so disappointed.
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